Sunday 2 January 2011

I didn't make a new years resolution, though I meant to.
I meant to make it that I have to get a job or else...
That I have to be more mature and less reckless.
That I have to stop giving away all my stuff.

But you know, I plan to get a job anyway, those who don't think I can, can go sit on some nice red hot pokers and wiggle a little, what bastards they are! I want to work about as much as the average person doesn't! :P

I'll never be more mature, I've fought to be for so long and it just makes me miserable! Utterly miserable!!! So I'll let the pretentious snub my ass (It keeps them smiling), and enjoy the company of like minded tolerant folk who deserve to be entirely adored!

And as to giving away my stuff? Why not? Others appreciate it and I haven't a sentimental bone in my body anymore, they're welcome to it!
Have toothbrush, will travel!

So if I had to say I made a new years resolution then I can simply say I made it to be as happy as I could be in any given situation. My glass got knocked about in 2010 but hey you know what? At least it's still half full! (And doesn't have any ciggie butts floating in it or suspicious grease on the rim - way plus!)

And I have my own little goals. I want to work, I want to have purpose in my life, I want love - shite scared of it as I am, and I want good friends and maybe even, one day, a family. Small goals. Good goals.

Oh my word but 2011 is going to be IN-TER-RES-TING!!!



TAROT CARD OF THE DAY - 3 of wands

* What I think it means - I like that archer guy on it, he looks very decisive!

* What it really means - Aiming for the future. advice and support given and received. improvements in career, business, economics.

* It's influence - holy poop! Okay so my views on tarot cards is a wee bit jaded but I must admit, I'm liking this one awfully much! Bring on that future babe!