What a painful year this has been. Such ugliness. Hmmn, lets see why: -
I've been beaten down and beaten up,
I've felt depression on the boarders of suicidal and I've danced a few numbers with hopelessness that wowwed the crowd.
I've lost belief in love and trust and I now know what intentional cruelty tastes like - very yucky!!
I've lost ten years of life, my home and all the security I had, fragile though it was. I even lost my cat.
My right ear went stone deaf.
I'm totally reliant on other people to survive and the scorn I get for that from others is nothing if not generous and continuous.
And I could whine on and on and on. But it's a Thursday and Thursdays would just love to be the cherry on top of that most unsavory ice cream.
But I'm still alive (always a good thing, zombies are boring), there are new people to meet (some to adore, some to run screaming from), work to be found (even if it hides so very well), relationships to build, and of course, tons of fruit to eat!! < - - Oh the fruit!!
So yes, 2010 has been poop in a bucket with maggots in, it happens, wish it didn't but yeah, it does.
Screw it.
There's 9 days of the year left. Time to make them count!!! (Or at least do tricks with small red balls!)
Okay so I'm rambling a bit, and this is not making sense. I'm just trying to say that you can come back from almost anything! and that there doesn't have to be a special day or moment for it to happen! It can be as simple as right here, right now!
Okay enough revoltingly sugary sentiments... just thought I'd say that...
TAROT CARD OF THE DAY - Temperance
* What I think it means - I didn't even know this card existed. Looks like a really angry angel guy with server constipation...
* What it really means - The guardian angel. Weighing up your options, patience
* It's influence - Stupid guardian angel - you're frikkin' late! Go stand in the corner!
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